man i wish i could go back sometimes,

life was so easy, it was so easy to please me,

shades left me thinkin ya'll couldn't see me,

plenty of food to go around and i didn't even have to feed me,

walk around for a bit and it was time for my sleepy,

no struggle at all, my moms put me to sleep for me.

these days go by so fast, days turn into weeks and weeks into months. i still dont have a job, i still dont have a phone, i dont want to turn this into a rant or anything but damn, i dont know what to do. so, today i cleaned my room for the first time in 18 years and since ive been lazy for 18 years my room still isn't cleaned, i'll finish cleaning it tomorrow, these objectives take days to accomplish.

itsjustnaturallyharsh